sorry i haven't updated in a couple of days. i'm about to go to work i picked up a shift cuz i signed up for insurance so i have to get an average of 25 hrs. a week which is kinda nice cuz i end up with extra money to blow, the bad thing is i usually spend extra money on food or alcohol. maybe i'll start doing other stuff though, like shopping or bowling, movies, put put golf...etc. who knows? i just have to get someone to go with me...my boyfriend is going to play poker this sunday so i'd thought i'd go see a friend since she lives about 30-45 minutes away its kinda hard to hang out with her. (i live around houston, so in miles its not really that far but traffic around here is the worst...) saturday i'm supossed to go to a graduation party and after that a little bbq thing at my friends new house with her boyfriend and their kid may be there. i feel really bad when he is around cuz one time in my drunken state i hooked up with her man (he wasn't at the time we had all just met really). i still knew he liked her though and i shouldn't have done that. it has to be against girl code or something. for at least a year afterwards i didn't even see her cuz of that. i felt totally slutty especially since i cheated on my boyfriend of the time with him. i hated myself, really. my new boyfriend makes me feel pretty and special, i love him so much. pretty sure we're gonna be together forever. i told him about that so i know it'll never come up and be a problem and it'll never happen again. i tell him absolutely everything. almost. i can't believe july is almost over. my intake has been horrible lately. i had to go to a friends going away to the military party at outback and ever since then it's been rediculous.
intake so far...
1/2 cup 2% milk : 70
1 cup fiber one cereal: 180
fiber one yogurt key lime pie: 80
total so far: 330.
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